《不能说的秘密》

这是我最喜欢的歌手--桂綸鎂 ：D

:)

HAHA, i did not post anything on this blog for almost a month ! Because really do not know what to write :(( just hope that my little prayer everynight will work out ^^ take care guys :)

1.09am

Amen.

konichiwa!

Hello everyone, Hope life going well ba? haha , yea everyone take care dring holiday ah ^^ God bless you :)

yw @ 11.28

My Sec 2 Life

My secondary 2 life was ineed a very intresting one! I went up and down in my results,but in the end i still manage make it to sec 3! Yes it is something to be happy:) but some friends of mine which really gone throught with me a lot of things is going to the the express stream, LOL... i should be feeling happy for him now, but i am not...but what to do leh?

I really want to thank some great people which Help me a lot this year!if it wasnt your i would not be in NA now!

primer jz, Mr choong,Ms ng,Ms tan(FT) and Ms lieu and ka-shng who accompany me stay back to study everday~ and all the person who guide me throught the road....THANK your guys a lot!!!:)

wow,expect sec 3 to be a more challenging one,so got to work more and more hard!

it 10.34 pm now, good night :D

I was blessed at 10.35 .Amen

BB badgework

i think i should stop giving myself excuses anymore....2 words( i failed—）

the world turning fast

This blog entry was closed for almost for 2 month…so I thought I should post something ,at least a short one.

Ok there really loads of thing happen this 2 month … like drill competition, common test all of these things have a long story behind them which include bitter and sweet and even some tears…
Mr choong and ms ng forgive me for keep mention it when it been some time after the competition, but mam and sir , let the drill com thing end in this blog post :) ,let us start with the drill com ,from the beginning of the first training ,I was still thinking why is my drill standard so lousy , am I dragging the whole drill squad down ??? when term 3 drill com training start ,,the seniors had POP …and the drill com is all up to us, at that time I know the hope is small of us winning.. and we carried on with our training till the last practice 30/72010…we gave it out as we know it the last training if we still don’t wake up it really hopeless for us to win, on the competition day itself …we try our best and putting all hope that we will won the competition ..but the truth is really cruel.. we lose-.- at that time I could not control my feelings and drops of tears drip out of my eyes because I was really disappointed ..it purely how I feel that time ..but I now i am starting to believe what ms ng told us that day…if we are disappointed then how would the mr choong and primer jianzhong feel??i think they did did not show their feeling out because they had to be strong in front of us …sir and primer and mam …I really thank you from deep of my heart:) but I need to admit it still gt a lot for us to improve if we want to compare to our seniors … maybe this all is fate and plan by someone call JESUS…..yea of course this will not pull me down! Yet I think it motivate me to do better and put in more effort next year and next i am to join drill com again and prove to other BB is still the best 

Common test ? let see how the result come ba :)

yanwu:)
2010.8.15 6.07pm

drill com 2010

on the day 2010 july 16th ...during the training ...our performance was very bad that even mr choong and ms ng say keep signing ,then i look at the sky and ask dear lord ...how to improve our drill ? as we have gone throught so many training and everything is the same ? huh i was asking myself this qs too le! what are we doing ?wasting our time and effort ? we have gone throught so many ...but this is the kind of standtard after all those ? haiyo...thought of giving up liao ! but when i see the time mr choong,primer tan,ms ng put in to train us ...then i finnally reliase that we cant be so selfish right? so i fianlly got throught all this ,just do what i do foir myself and try to help other too! and leave the others to god:)
yanwu:)
11.11pm

what a term ！

Yoo:) long time have not been updating my blog ,recently I get my result !i fail my English and math and literature ,with this result I am still not very happy :( because I fail my maths! Erm…time fly so fast , it the end of a term again ! this term I put in more effort then the effort in term 1….because there something that really keep me going :) that is what I have promised ms ng :) ms ng if u later come and see this blog ! really wanna say a very big THANKYOU ! really la ms ng ! haha and of course to ms tan too! Do your guys know that that been some really great relieve teachers in my sec 2 life:0 success does not come easily ,bs when you does not put in effort ….what will you see in your result slip is U-boat !ahahah ……lastly ..ms ng thnks ah..bs of what I have promise ..i know that something that can keep me going when I am down or what whenever I think of it ! smiles:)
Sincerely
Yanwu @ 8.15pm
2010年5月6号

what can i do

I guess it been sometime since I updated my blog…many things happened but don’t know how to go and handle it … when I chat with other …I often said things out bue now I feel it locked in my heart dun know how to said it out+_+ ms ng and mr wang thank u for caring for me^^…but let said : nvr mind nvr mind ..just wait for the right person and said It to them aiyo…sigh ..ok that all ba wait I get my result I update again :) bye bye

life

有时候想了想，觉的这个世界的美好事物在哪？？以前我很坏蛋，没想过未来是怎么样的！叹。。。sometime i really feel tired ,maybe it cannot compare to ms ng or who but i just a kid ! i know this cannot be a excuse because i have to face the road sooner or later what??aiyo what should i do? aiyo so messy mind is now what i have ! -_- bye

mid-year

oiiii..sorry for so long never post anything mid-year here Woooo scary haha^^ everybody jia you for mid-year ........dont let the person who supporting u be dissapointed all the best! bye bye:D

Parade suspend for now…so bored on the Saturday morning …but must jia you for the mid-year GOGOGO!! Jia you to all my friend^^

yanwu

very touching sentence

No matter how cold and tired I am, I waited....because I know eventually it will bring a smile on my face...

wa..i really find this sentence very moving and touching!!!!!!!!! my heart fell so warm^^

what?!?!

Let us started with school today^^as usual a walk to the school and in rev –up our class again … actually we had never win before!!!!!ROAR ….. lesson was ok today la because all the teaching was saying still can absorb into my brain !! in English lesson I pay attention to my teacher … because promise ms ng will pass English de!! Working hard for it le!!! I PASS my English test WOOHOO ….i guess I really have to say thank u for those who said jia you to me^^ especially MS ng!! but this is only a test … must even work more hard for it to achieve my goal …. Today ms ng was really fierce!! Don’t know le she said that she think she was not fierce ..LoL I See ms ng face black de dun dare to talk to her but still talk to her like 4-5 min when I was leaving the school .actually ms ng do not need to care about our class one.. she can just throw everything to miss liu and ask her to do it but she sacrifice her precious time to help my classmate!!that what make her I most respect person actually still got many thing de la !! recently see primer jared ….. everyone it time to go study liao bye bye^^

school life

Long time never come back to post already

Have been quite busy recently ..so many things must be done

And I only complete a little haha^^

Today I went to school

The first lesson was Chinese I had a test!!

I wish I can score well for it as

It is the few subject which I can score de

Our Chinese teacher rocks^^

She treat us all very good

Must start to listen to every lesson liao lo

Because the future is my one …..

Yanwu jia you!!!!!!!!!!!

Jia you to all of my friend^^

SIANZZZ

WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING THIS TERM........... so sianzzzz felt so cold some time saying to myself why cant i just focus on lesson instead of daydreaming!!!! and my mouth is really very talkative de le mayb miss ng is right i just have to shut my mouth up. but sometime i just felt fell so cold beside me???why??why will this happen to me... sometime just wanna chat with someone but nowdays everyone so busy..see ah the person i most respect miss ng ,mr wong ah.. so busy but teacher is like this de ma so sometime just have to keep it in my heart. nvr mind de la ^^ miss ng jia you !! mr wong u too.!! ok it time to say some other stuff liao if someone really take bb away from my life...i will hate her for LIfe de!! i will work hard de because promise miss ng must pass english and 4 other subject!! will try best de^^ ok and thanks mr choong for the dinner tonight... bye everyone^^

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coming to the end of the month again/........so sianzzz and yanwu can u stop be so emotional again liao ma??? walau remember what miss ng told u k?...... mayb i should really put in more effort in my studies but something happen recently that i would remeber in life on tat if it miss ng i dun know where would i be now i cry on tat day as it really give me many pressure those word tat she said,miss thanks u for supporting me on tat day. aiyo why life is like tis de?? but i have told myself to get over it^^okok later i would be going to my first tution a little bit nervous because going to the tch house will paiseh de ma .lol ok it time to go and pack my bag liao bye.

list!!!!

best teacher in my heart: ms cerena ng !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! : : how to say about this teacher le.... i can really say from deep of my heart tat she is the best teacher tat i have seen . so that no word i can use to describe her !!! she name will be forever curved in my heart .. miss ng if one day never teach me i would still remember u !!!so when miss tan told me some thing i was really up!!miss ng i just trying to say u really make a great impact in my life^^ i know every teacher is good but misss ng is number 1

best officer: officer is mr wong.mr choong.mr wang >>>>sorry next time got time then write comment!!

yanwu@7.55pm

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camp is over this is my last year of recruit camp.but fell that mr wang camp is really tought but i was thinking if it not thought who would be displine . when mr wang ask who wan to be the csm i did not raise up my hand .i regret it .there is a sentence i see on tv yestreday.*if u recall this move after 50 years will u regret*? . let stop saying about he camp . before the camp mt teacher told me some things which i did not like to listen . i was thinking since she was my most respected teacher why cant i talk t her??!!! nvr mind ba i think this is where life is unfair . yanwu here at 1.12pm

complicated feelings

i just got my common test result althought have chances to pass it but .i am not happy with myself how could i get so low for math ??? maybe is i still not working hard enough for it . so LIYANWU it time for u to use your ( action to prove that u r working hard and not sitting at the window side and EMO !)miss ng tell me so listen^^ by the way miss melissa tan grat on your A lvl result^^ got to go badly sick so resting early have a good sleep tonight haha:

cny visit and matters^^

comng to the end of feb thinking what did i done in this month .common test>and study is this my life .when i was in sec 1 i told myself( nvr mind la today nver listen to miss tang(our old geo teacher^^)tomorrow then listen)but now i really regret it .sometime i wonder why must i thnk so much i still never reach the age of worrying for myself but i cant i had made promise to so many people that i must get good result for 2010 ) so had to work hard yanwu u have so many peole supporting u^^ after saying finish about studying let me said zbout BB (my farvourite CCA) today i went for cny visitation we went to the zoo we watch and amazing animal and got some thing let me suprised (she have not been to the zoo for 15 years and her camera very nice.miss ng stay happy ^^) and we have dinner at chong pan steamboat there really enjoy today .thanks to miss ng jiangzhong mr choong and all the other officer and primer your really make my day great.bye have a good rest tonight yanwu@0.30pm

chinese new year

firstly like to wish all of your happy new year.yesterday i went to palau ubin with mr choong and mr wong them i enjoy the trip as we really have fun there cycling thank ^^.but recently i have some really sad things as the teacher which really help me alot she is ms melissa tan is leaving soon she really help me alot in chem and i pass the recently test is because of her but i know 1 way to prove she and ms ng did not waste their time on teaching me is get good result . and once again happy new year to everyone! yanwu@4.06pm

camp

i am back from the camp . it was fun and our trainer is very good i go for kayaking on the first day n rock climbing on he second day i enjoy it very much, 25% is because our trainer is chio ma ^^.the night we spent is good as i spent the night with all my best friend.youyang was call the toilet cleaner as he bring a large roll of toilet paper for us to use haha and when we bath youyang expose himself fully in front of 20 peoplr .omg.when we was doing the basic military training my track pants expose.so paiseh.yesterday night we was chating with miss tan pei ling.we all enjoy chating with her really.when ho keng yee was playing the whell thing he almost lose his life n when miss tan is scolding him he is still laughing .how can he be like this .at last i enjoy the camp althought the two trainer cant see . but i will like to thank them .and at last DING DONG! yanwu@9.45pm

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just come back blog to have a look add some gadget recently .tomorrow is camp a little bit nervous la. aiya 2 week no bb parade i so sad no bb parade then i only can 让自己发霉了. and don know why alway want to chat with other .mr wong if i really disturbing u bye calling u always^^ don be angry . as u only few i can speak the truth to. it time for me to go to pack my thing liao bye.^ ^ yanwu @6.27pm

lol.

.now i have always to tell myself to concentrate on lesson.but why it seem to be a difficult for me.and my friends please stop telling me that he is kaobei or what because we all may have a thing that everyone dont like.by the way my friend thank for today i really have fun .it was so funny.shia yuan .lam yi..you yang.i am glad that i have your as my friend in life.and i must remember to bring things for school.and last bb number 1 always!:) yanwu@7.52pm

sec 2

yanwu. i am in sec 2 already i always tell myself can i dont be so childish . nowdays really frustated . as thereso many thing to be done in this year . like improve my math. all this. i have to work hard as i cant let my teacher n officer , DISSapointed again . i tell myself i WILL do my best! yanwu@9.13pm