Hey guys I'm back! So many up&downs throughout the past 1 or 2 months. But to conclude life's being well for me yeap. The happiest things that happen maybe her I guess. She's my first girlfriend and I really love her a lot. Just like what others say ? The first relationship is gonna be the most memorable one. I met her first in a pe session , she wasn't in the same class as me but somehow we talked. At the time who knows that we would be in a relationship now? Hahaha fate is really funny sometimes huh. Few more days I would be going to Taiwan with family for vacation alrdy , hope things will stay normal & I'm gonna miss her lot for sure. A small lesson I learnt recently , treasure everyone beside u right now because you'll never know how much him or her may means to u in the future ;) Yanwu,01092012

it matters

What could be more worst then noww? I don't know. I miss you a lot a lot in the 7 days. I know , it's only a week but to me it seems forever. I dont know. Everything just seems different :( maybe its just im not good enoughhh. But I wish im not that kind of horny person in your mind. Cause I'm really sure im not okie. I should go sleep le ,hope tomorow will be a good one x

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holidaysss

Heyy guyss. Holidays coming! Guess most of your is looking forward to ittt? Hope all of your will have a blessed holiday! ;) mines.. Not at all. It's like so different for me now , so much to adapt during the holidays. Youu see , I'm a retainese. I change so many group of friends in just two years. It's torturing , but really glad there's some who still able to stay & be close withhh :`) she's also goingg.overseas for like 24 days?! Sigh nvm. Hope that it would give her sometime away from all this stressful things bah. I bought a new letter pack todayyy, so yeaa can write during those time.while she's oversea? So smart hehe. Ok laa actually it's also a busy holiday for me :x theres drill comp training , goingg to work & buck up on studies etc. Hope everything will go through smoothly for mee & yijunnn who's going oversea & sl camp just tmrw! Omg it's so fast. Gonna pray for euu ya ;) really hopeee she will take good care of herself & not forgetting thats there's always someone here for her if she needs! :) Bye guys! See you all in the next postt!! ~ ∅ pillzc

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another misery day...

so longgg since i blogged. but decide to come back to it as find it a very good way to wrute what i want and also to express all my feelings. I feel so troubled , by many things around me. especially her bah.. to be frank i dont really know what kind of feeling it is i have towards her. But i always feel like so comfortable when talking to her , likeee the world only contains both of us. nothing else bothers me. is this love? i dk. so confuse n frustrated. i still rmb, that day i said * i miss those days when we were still damn close* yet your reply was like , when were we close ? how? god its like a huge stone that hit on my heart. but guess this is reality.. always reminding myself that we are only friends and can only be friends to make myself feel better. its okie la ;) shes a nice girl, really. guess im just another passerby in her life. pillzxc.

2o11.5.11

you dont seem to appreciate what i do for you ):

我放弃了..... :'(

我还爱着你,可是放心....我会忘了你的 (: 你要幸福哦 ! 再见.

:(

我喜欢上了一个不喜欢自己的人. 有些人说放弃是一个选择，但是谁可以教我要如何放弃一个你深爱的人？ 叹....真的很累了. 如果最后的结果是好的，那我付出的一切，至少自己会觉得欣慰吧 :) 可是如果最后还是不能跟你在一起，那我要怎么办? :'(