another misery day...

so longgg since i blogged. but decide to come back to it as find it a very good way to wrute what i want and also to express all my feelings. I feel so troubled , by many things around me. especially her bah.. to be frank i dont really know what kind of feeling it is i have towards her. But i always feel like so comfortable when talking to her , likeee the world only contains both of us. nothing else bothers me. is this love? i dk. so confuse n frustrated. i still rmb, that day i said * i miss those days when we were still damn close* yet your reply was like , when were we close ? how? god its like a huge stone that hit on my heart. but guess this is reality.. always reminding myself that we are only friends and can only be friends to make myself feel better. its okie la ;) shes a nice girl, really. guess im just another passerby in her life. pillzxc.