holidaysss

Heyy guyss. Holidays coming! Guess most of your is looking forward to ittt? Hope all of your will have a blessed holiday! ;) mines.. Not at all. It's like so different for me now , so much to adapt during the holidays. Youu see , I'm a retainese. I change so many group of friends in just two years. It's torturing , but really glad there's some who still able to stay & be close withhh :`) she's also goingg.overseas for like 24 days?! Sigh nvm. Hope that it would give her sometime away from all this stressful things bah. I bought a new letter pack todayyy, so yeaa can write during those time.while she's oversea? So smart hehe. Ok laa actually it's also a busy holiday for me :x theres drill comp training , goingg to work & buck up on studies etc. Hope everything will go through smoothly for mee & yijunnn who's going oversea & sl camp just tmrw! Omg it's so fast. Gonna pray for euu ya ;) really hopeee she will take good care of herself & not forgetting thats there's always someone here for her if she needs! :) Bye guys! See you all in the next postt!! ~ ∅ pillzc

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another misery day...

so longgg since i blogged. but decide to come back to it as find it a very good way to wrute what i want and also to express all my feelings. I feel so troubled , by many things around me. especially her bah.. to be frank i dont really know what kind of feeling it is i have towards her. But i always feel like so comfortable when talking to her , likeee the world only contains both of us. nothing else bothers me. is this love? i dk. so confuse n frustrated. i still rmb, that day i said * i miss those days when we were still damn close* yet your reply was like , when were we close ? how? god its like a huge stone that hit on my heart. but guess this is reality.. always reminding myself that we are only friends and can only be friends to make myself feel better. its okie la ;) shes a nice girl, really. guess im just another passerby in her life. pillzxc.